my early mid life crisis.

Anyone know what it feels like to have the next three days of your life taken away from you?

Ok. well I'll be honest it's totally my fault.  I signed up for the 4H leaders conference months ago.  before I was engaged...

I got an email with a reminder that I signed up for this three day... all day conference.  and I about flipped.... I had a CNA shift scheduled friday... plus 5 riding lessons... plus I have an Ochem test next week, and then I thought I haven't seen Kyle since monday (and that was like 15 minutes!)  and I needed to go up to Idaho on Saturday to pick up a load of hay.... well Jen. that ain't happening.

Before I list all of the things that are taking up my life... let me just say I wouldn't have it any other way.  I love my jobs so much.  School is bearable.  Kyle is amazing.  and eventually I'll get my wedding planned.

But you know you have a problem when you have three sections in your iphone of things you need to be doing/at... during 1 time.

• 6 horses; 1 pregnant, 3 that are too skinny for my liking, 1 extremely needy show horse, and Ty.
• 2 horses in training... 1 stud colt that liked to bite the back of my neck when I turn around (I say liked because I did fix that problem)
• 1 dog... who mopes and whines at my parents house because I don't take him out enough
• 2 parents that mope and whine about the dog hair in their house because of my dog. 
• 15-23 children... who I worry and care about and see every week for riding lessons 
• my CNA job.
• 4H... which is taking the next 3 days of my life and every other weekend for my kiddos 
• Kyle.... my personal favorite.  but I haven't seen him in 2 days.  :(
• 2 vehicles, 1 costing way too much money to fill up... 
• Church and callings
• laundry
• Scholarship foundations that expect me to fill out ridiculous amounts of paperwork
• Finding parking at BYU (takes at least 5 hours out of my week)
• Organic Chemistry (deserves it's own category)
• Rangeland Plant Identification class... 
• 2 research projects ( great basin rattlesnakes and dairy cattle)
• my other ridiculously difficult classes
• wedding planning
• exercise
• making sure I eat enough...  I think I eat the most at the Stephen's house... his mom's an amazing cook!
• I cannot function without 6 hours of sleep... it's just not happening.  
• time for me to ride my horse
• this blog which is more like sanity insurance.  

I'm starting to have a mental breakdown of how this is going to work when I have to cook and clean an entire house.  yikes. but it'll be fun. 

So I am taking resumes for the following... 

Teachers Assistant 

Colt starting intern

4H Provo chapter co-leader 

personal assistant

wedding planner

a marathon runner who can take Cowboy out more often than I do. 

plus I think my guardian angels need a break, or double overtime...  

or can anyone just clone me? 

Life's crazy. 

Love it. 

xoxo